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my slumbering heart

2010-01-26T19:13:00.000-08:00

That I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the fair beauty of the Lord and to seek Him in His temple. -Psalm 27 To love the Lord with all my heart and all my mind and all my soul- at this I am an utter failure. Fail. I've had the Lord of the Universe in my corner since before I was born and I live my life like my heart's asleep underwater. Here is the

what is your relationship with God like?

2009-10-02T10:22:00.000-07:00

Someone asked me to answer this question recenly. It's hard to write down the truth when there's a war going on in my heart. God is always faithful and always forgiving. I love the Lord. I go through spurts of really living out this love and being aware of His presence. Sporadically, I’m able to pray without even trying and my heart is on fire. Other times I feel detached and distance from God

ugh

2009-09-17T13:00:00.000-07:00

found out the other day that the Pedro the Lion guy (David Bazan) doesn't believe in God anymore....sigh

count it a blessing that you're such a failure

2009-09-04T07:23:00.000-07:00

count it a blessing that your're such a failureyour second chance mightnever have come-Pedro the LionIn the past, these lyrics have been mostly seemed cryptic and confusing to me. Now I find them taking on new meaning as I deal with the deeply disappointing truth that I'm spiritually homeless.Actually, I've been without a real spiritual home my whole life. This sad fact is undeniably in the

run to the LORD

2009-08-27T15:31:00.000-07:00

So I've been running lately. It all started after my soccer team lost our last game to a whiny, annoying team. We were knocked out of the play-offs because they out ran us on the field. I went home that afternoon and ran my first 1.8 mile loop with resolve. It's now three months later. At best, my training has been off and on since then- but I've had running on my mind ever since. (To the

Hardwick Fair Eve

2009-08-24T11:54:00.000-07:00